performance, appearance or moods. Christ died for you. The Son of God loved you enough to die so you could have hope, the hope of being accepted as you are. judge and dying on the Cross to pay the price for our sins, He said, "It is finished." Whatever grievances your abuser may claim to have against you, you do not deserve punishment. The abuse is not your fault. in silence. Jesus promised that He would never leave you. Even in your darkest days, He hears your prayers, feels your pain and stays. Often He makes His presence known in the words and actions of another person. You process, to navigate the effects of the trauma you've endured. Counselors, other survivors and friends are there to help you if you'll ask. your abuser and your commitment to marriage are noble, but you have permission to leave. For the sake of your life and the life of your children, there is no shame in leaving an abusive situation. Your sin is not too much for God to handle. Jesus' death on the Cross to pay for our sins covers your offenses, too. to stop, your promises that it will never happen again, it does. You can't change by yourself. You need the God who created you to change your heart, your mind and your behavior. In that way, you are no different than the rest of humanity. Jesus says to you, "Go and sin no more." overcomes you and the habits that die hard are not battles to be fought alone. In addition to a Savior, you need people to walk with you through the healing process. There are counselors and recovery programs that exist for the purpose of helping you find your way again. have been at the receiving end of your anger, need to feel safe. They need to be safe. Deep down, if you love them like you say you do, you know this and you know their safety cannot be guaranteed with you... at least not right now. Let them go. The only behavior you should be trying to control is yours. Maybe their absence will be the motivation you need to work toward lasting change. most important to us, for the sake of showing us something better. It's not easy, but He always has our best in mind. |