because a heart that can't find satisfaction in tithing is ill�prepared for the abundant blessings God has in store for us. You see, tithing is an outward expres- sion of an internal belief. Holding onto your income can demonstrate a belief in yourself--you earned it, you deserved it. Giving a portion of it back to God simply is a gift of gratitude, thanking the One who gave you the abilities in order to produce the money. times hold over us." As we literally release money, its power is lessened, freeing us from its chains. Money is no longer unsafe to us, and that which was contained may now be released. God throws open the flood- gates, and with it, pours out blessing after blessing. as they hit the pavement or got caught in the binding. With everything in me, I wanted those coins to make it into the little jar, knowing somehow they made it to God and made a difference. Yet the zeal I once knew faded with time. I continued tithing, but the joy was no longer there. My husband wrote the checks to church, and our support for missionary friends came directly from our checking account. These became mere transac- tions occurring out of duty and routine, paid with little more enthusiasm than cutting a check for our mortgage. fully consider what to do with that money. And in the process, I watched some floodgates fly open. exhilarating to be part of smuggling Bibles into China, as my husband and I received pictures of hundreds of individuals who will be receiving that illegal literature within the next few months. We've been able to financially partner with other missionaries who are making a huge impact in our country and around the world. And, we've started dreaming about help pay someone's rent or leave a hefty tip for a cup of coffee on Christmas morn- ing for someone who is working on the holiday to make extra money just to get by. I haven't been this excited for Christ- mas since I waited for Santa. meet if I tithed. in. Sure, it'd be nice, but let's be realistic, right? Well, let's go back to Malachi 3 one final time. encouraged to test God. Makes me think perhaps I should... longer unsafe to us, and that which was contained may now be released. |